SAYMAWN — Nazdikimo Door

Nazdikimo Door — "Close and Far" — is a song about the paradox of missing someone who is no longer physically present but remains everywhere in your world. It's the ache of reaching for someone who once stood right beside you, only to find they exist now only in memory.

The lyrics paint a picture of someone struggling to let go: "It's hard for me to detach, and it's not easy for you either." The song explores how the smell of a person lingers on your skin, how they appear even in your sleep — a presence that refuses to fade despite the distance.

At its heart, the song captures the contradiction of being close in feeling but far in reality. The world works in reverse — good things bring pain, nothing stays where it belongs, and every moment reminds you of someone who is no longer there. The repeated line "my senses tell me you're close and far" becomes a meditation on how love doesn't simply disappear when people part — it echoes, it lingers, it haunts.